Today was sooo relaxing, I just stayed in bed and watched movies. They kind of triggered an anxiety attack at the dinner table though. I realized I really don't want to go to college. I hate school and studying. I hate socializing with students too. I mean yeah, partying is fun and stuff but the DRAMA sucks. and I just don't like being in those surroundings. All my friends aren't really in school or have the same feelings towards it that I do. I'm so jealous that so many of my friends get to do their dream jobs and don't even need education for it. One is a famous model in New York. One is taking over her dad's recording studio. Another is producing all of these major bands. And others are for sure getting famous with acting or their bands. It just sucks that they don't need to go to college for it and they're going to be happy the rest of their lives, while I have to go to college for a degree to get a job that I probably won't even be happy with...so if anyone knows any talent that I have and am unaware of, let me know so I can ditch this school thing. :)
Also today I watched A Walk To Remember. So cute and sad. I hope one day I can find a love that strong. I miss having a boyfriend.
Tomorrow is my last high school finals!!! Thank God! But afterwards I have to stay for graduation practice and the book buyback -_- But afterwards I'm going to the mall with Meggers and I'm super excited because I haven't seen her in forever and it's the mall....lol I should really put a budget on myself now before it's too late...
I decided to write a book.
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