R.I.P. Michael Jackson

Today was super sad. Michael Jackson, The King of Pop, one of the dance world's greatest influences, and my idol died of self-inflicted cardiac arrest. I feel like Mr. Rodgers died all over again, my heart is broken. I remember all those hours I used to spend dancing along with him in front of my T.V., visiting Neverland Ranch, and defending his life decisions countless times. The poor guy has gone through so much shit from the media in life, and barely gets any credit for how much of an impact he has made on today's generation. The media is EVIL! The past 10 years has been nothing but negative news about him. The fact that it's pushing for an autopsy makes me sick. Mr. Jackson was a very private man, he'd be pulling a Thriller on us if he found out what they're trying to do!
But yeah, there is a life lesson out of this situation for me. The media= our peers. Our peers give us so much crap and stress us out so much. The media has been stressing Michael out a lot lately. He's been working on a tour extra hard just to have somewhat of a comeback to show that he's still got it. He even pushed the tour back so that he could rehearse more. He went into cardiac arrest because he was so stressed. It is truly a tragedy. I think that we all need to learn from this and not let our peers stress us out like that. Who cares what every one else thinks?
The people who care don't matter, and the people who matter don't care. <3
I love you Michael, R.I.P.

Random Day of Incubus

I love these guys!!

The Best Nights are Unplanned

So it's been a while. I started nannying again and making bank! But along with that came a cold that I didn't even know I had until I lost my voice. I sounded pretty funny. It's on film too if you look at my youtube haha That was one of the nights that was unplanned and entertaining. Who would have thought that you could have fun staying in like that? I haven't laughed that hard in a while. But don't get me wrong, my weekend picked up pretty quickly. Friday was the What Happens in Vegas Concert at the Roxy. Came in JUST as the curtain was falling on Anarbor. I don't know why they had to open for the show, there were bands there that weren't as amazing. But it was okay because I still got to talk and hang out with the guys during the other performances :). and I got a new liking to The Summer Set, The Secret Handshake, and The Cab. Eye Alaska was alright but their singer wasn't all that nice of a guy so that kind of ruined my opinion of their music. But anyways it was another good night :). Then Saturday Gaby and I were supposed to hang out with Alex but there was a miscommunication but it turned out alright because we ended up hanging out with Jeffree Star! So unbelievable it was amazing. I love how sometimes things turn out better when you ditch your plans. Today..or yesterday (it's 2:30am as I'm blogging) was Father's Day. Kind of weird to be celebrating my stepfather as if he were my own, but what could you do? My family got him a Wii. I think that thing will get surprisingly more use out of it from my parents than my brother or I.

TCS MANNNN

So last night I learned a lesson that I've been trying to teach my friends all along...trust your friends' judgement over your own when it comes to new captivations- for all you know they could be a creeper! haha I'm so glad I listened to my friends! So instead of previous plans, Gaby and I crashed Thunder City Shout's band rehearsal. The pictures show how much fun I had hahahah
Anyways, today I got pretty far into the book I am writing. There is more of a plot than I thought there was and I'm excited to see how it turns out. I think I depict one of the characters as my dream guy haha So my bathroom is under construction for two weeks which means I won't be able to sleep in and I have to use the bathroom across the whole house. That totally grinds my gears :(

All Guys Are Assholes...

That's what my father told me every day the past 2 years of his life. After the past 5 years, I'm starting to understand why he said that. I'd really like to understand guys and how they think like how He's Just Not That Into You does about women..but from what I've heard it doesn't seem like guys think at all really. I don't know. It's so hard to figure out who to take seriously and who to trust. Anyways, yesterday I finally got to see my Triple Threat. Love them and missed them sooo much! I better see them more this summer. Last night was random. Gaby and I went over to Beverly Hills and hung out with Alex and 3 other guys just watching movies and stuff. Interesting conversations haha
Tonight I'm seeing The Hangover. It's supposedly really funny so we shall see :)

Peace Out ND

I did it! Graduation= no more drama, no more hanging out with people that i don't want to, no more waking up early, no more uniforms, the list could go on for miles...I'm just happy I'm out of there.
The grad lunch my parents threw for me was awesome, I got a lot of money hahah and then Mike's bash was super fun! I haven't been that content with company in a while. Plus Kentin and Noelle are back in town! :)
Now it's my favorite time of the year, SUMMER!!! Oh how I've longed for these days...total relaxation and good times! I can't wait to get a real tan, my fake one is disgusting. The only con is I need a job -_-. but if I'm a nanny again it won't be that bad plus I'll have a flexible schedule. I'm excited to be out in the summer night with all the city lights and ocean air <3

Done with High School!!!!

Today was the last finals. FINALLY. Seriously the worst 4 years of my life. I'm excited to start a new chapter :)
Of course my graduation is going to really piss me off right before it is all over due to arrangements in it, but hey it's the last stretch I just have to endure it and then I'm done! and then PARTY!!!!!
I love how everyone giving me grad money is giving me more than they gave my brother because they know how much I deserve it haha. I'm excited for my parents' grad party during the day and then Mike's at night.
Tonight Megan and Tami came over for Apples to Apples....for like half an hour because they got lost coming to LA hahaha aw I love my Canyon Kids hahah
Tomorrow I'm going shopping with Mommy for grad party stuff and then I'm going shopping with Megan again and thennn I finally get to see my BBG Mikeypoo! I haven't seen him since we led Kairos in March. We have sooo much to catch up on!! Like my career change, my love life (pfft), and what he's MISSED from being out of fricken state!! ahhh haha
I started writing my book last night and I realized it was my Mom's book that needs to be written. So I told her I'll help her write it while I'm working on something of my own...

Sometimes it's good to just do nothing all day...

Today was sooo relaxing, I just stayed in bed and watched movies. They kind of triggered an anxiety attack at the dinner table though. I realized I really don't want to go to college. I hate school and studying. I hate socializing with students too. I mean yeah, partying is fun and stuff but the DRAMA sucks. and I just don't like being in those surroundings. All my friends aren't really in school or have the same feelings towards it that I do. I'm so jealous that so many of my friends get to do their dream jobs and don't even need education for it. One is a famous model in New York. One is taking over her dad's recording studio. Another is producing all of these major bands. And others are for sure getting famous with acting or their bands. It just sucks that they don't need to go to college for it and they're going to be happy the rest of their lives, while I have to go to college for a degree to get a job that I probably won't even be happy with...so if anyone knows any talent that I have and am unaware of, let me know so I can ditch this school thing. :)
Also today I watched A Walk To Remember. So cute and sad. I hope one day I can find a love that strong. I miss having a boyfriend.
Tomorrow is my last high school finals!!! Thank God! But afterwards I have to stay for graduation practice and the book buyback -_- But afterwards I'm going to the mall with Meggers and I'm super excited because I haven't seen her in forever and it's the mall....lol I should really put a budget on myself now before it's too late...

I decided to write a book.

Newbie

Since my life is going at a rapid speed lately and I'm not sure if it will slow down again, I decided to start this blog. Yay! 

So last weekend was the most fun I've had in a while.  Saturday was prom and my group was all friends and we just went crazy dancing and having a good time. No drama! And then we slept over at my house. It was pretty rad. 

Then Sunday I woke up around 12:30..took another nap. Wasn't sure if I'd be up to it, but I went anyways to the Forgive Durden concert. I'm so happy I went!! I love this band Anarbor. Will was there and introduced me to them <333>

Today I took my government final. I'm so proud to say that government and politics are out of my life. I just hate keeping up with that stuff. I mean I'll vote and everything, but memorizing all that vocab was a bitchhh. 

I have tomorrow off...so tonight is like Friday...what to do what to do...